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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Poem I Wrote Some Weeks Back

Hint: the chorus is the one under the first verse. Also take note that I am no professional writer of any kind. I think it's time to write something happy about Christmas like... Tis The Season To Be Jolly. Wait someone already wrote that. Darn.
Anyway, Kathryn's birthday was fun times and that was just her fetus day and not her birthday. Well today is. Happy birthday Kathryn, hope you're having a blast. And now I have to go study for my final final: Pre-Calc. Later friends.
P.S. I love Colvin. I know you're prolly gagging but I have to write it cause it's true and fun to write. If you don't already someday you'll know just how I feel.
Okay, here's the poem...

Friday, December 08, 2006

Christmas, Not Finals. Think Happy Thoughts

Once again I'm finally posting. I know it has been way too long, but I have also been way too busy. Oh and sick. Sick is not fun. Today I have to work 2 to 9. That should be fun. I actually do like my job so it shouldn't be too bad. This weekend I have to write two papers. One is two pages on homeland security for my education class and the other is five pages on Billie Holiday for voice. Monday I have a math test I really need to study for. Wednesday I have one in Biology. And neither of those are finals. I have finals in both those classes next week. And I have a recital for voice and a final for education. Oh and I almost forgot about my music final on the 19th. Lots going on. Cs and Ds here I come. Oh and over winter break I have get in my college applications. Does someone want to help me? I am applying to The College of New Jersey, Rowan University, and Towson University. Don't ask me what my first choice is cause I just don't know. I will decide after I get letters back from them. I can't wait for Christmas. I have had fun shopping for people and can't wait to see if they actually like the random things I bought. I can't wait to spend time with all my family (I did miss them just a tad over Thanksgiving) and Colvin. I'm so so glad he is coming. I'll just keep thinking about that....
Ooh, and we are going to make stockings this year! It has been forever since we have had stockings. So excited.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Closer To Satisfaction

Here's more of my last post. It's a song I wrote for my Art of Great Songs class. It was suposed to be in the style of Counting Crows. For the purposes of the class I'm done with it but I wrote it in like less than an hour before class today so I might go back and improve some things. Just for my own personal satisfaction.


The Ghosts of Hollywood

I step out into the moonlight and stare into the stagnant sky,
And breathing in the cold air I can't help but wonder why,
That the stars in Hollywood are different but the movie's the same,
And we’re all riding the same track on one big run away train,
And I'm longing for the gloaming that I know will never come again,
So I'll turn back to the movie and try to remember how it began

I’m still reaching for the ceiling of this endless sky,
I’m looking for answers to the questions of how and why,
The Ferris wheel broke down with me so far from the top,
I’m stuck here at the bottom just waiting for the fat cats to drop

The world may be changing tonight,
But tomorrow we’ll wake to same mornings light,
Some days hope shines a little to bright,
So push aside your fear it’s still all right

Looking toward the sky praying for some kind of saving rain,
I’m begging for mercy when it seems like it’s already all been gave,
When this ghost called remembrance comes staggering through the circus town,
He brings an air of seriousity to this world of otherwise clowns,
But soon he will leave again and it’ll go back to fun and games,
So pour me another to help me blur away his name

It’s been two long since this landscape’s seen any sign of life,
Too long since a thing grew without the burden of pain and strife,
Cut down the new life beneath with this bleak frozen flame,
Poison another’s mind just so things always stay the same

The world may be changing tonight,
But tomorrow we’ll wake to same mornings light,
Some days hope shines a little to bright,
So push aside your fear it’s still all right

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

A Work In Progress

I step out into the moonlight and stare into this stagnant sky,
And breathing in cold I can't help but wonder why,
That the stars in Hollywood may be different but the movie's the same,
And I'm ridding this track on one big run away train,
And I'm longing for the gloaming that I know will never come again,
So I'll keep watching this movie and trying to remember how it began

Huggles and Snugs and the Secrets to Having a Great Dectober


I wish it was Christmas. School can't be over soon enough. This week is my last week of class and once I get through this week I'll be good. I don't even care about finals I just have to get through a few assignments and a presentation and I'm done. None of my finals are cummulative so they're no bigger than any of my other exams. So close.

The next three weeks are going to kind of suck even if for one of them I won't have classes. Since it's the Holiday season it's the busiest time of year at work, which means no time off till after Christmas. Which means I'm trapped in the state of Maryland. Like I said I can't wait till Christmas. I'm going to New Jersey to spend Christmas day with Elsa so I really can't wait. I'll get up early and spend Christmas morning with my family and after I open presents and stuff with them I'm out. I can't wait. Twenty days, eleven hours, and six minutes. It'll be our first Christmas together.

It got cold out. That sucks. The cold without the snow is no good. Life is pretty good though. I can't complain too much. I'm just impatient that's all.

Friday, December 01, 2006

Idioteque

"Who's in a bunker?
Who's in a bunker?
Women and children first
And the children first
And the children
I'll laugh until my head comes off
I'll swallow till I burst
Until I burst
Until I

Who's in a bunker?
Who's in a bunker?
I have seen too much
You haven't seen enough
You haven't seen it
I'll laugh until my head comes off
Women and children first
And children first
And children

Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time

Ice age coming
Ice age coming
Let me hear both sides
Let me hear both sides
Let me hear both
Ice age coming
Ice age coming
Throw it in the fire
Throw them on the fire
Throw it on the

We're not scaremongering
This is really happening
Happening
We're not scaremongering
This is really happening
Happening
Mobiles quirking
Mobiles chirping
Take the money and run
Take the money and run
Take the money

Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time
Here I'm allowed
Everything all of the time"