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Life is great, yet could be so much better. Everything lately has been going well but it's hard to look on the brightside when I know one little thing could make it all perfect. It's hard to have patience and just wait for things to just fall into place but that's about all that can be done right now. I can't help but think about how much better my life would be if Elsa was just around the corner rather than 160 miles away. It can be hard. I've been able to see her alot over break and, don't get me wrong, I'm thankful for that but it also makes me realize what I'm missing out on every single day I'm not with her. It stinks to feel completely helpless and unable to do anything about it. Everytime I drive away from her house I want more than anything to turn right back around and never leave. The worst thing is that there aren't any options right now. The way things are are the way they have to be.
Once Elsa gets into some schools we'll see if anything changes. She transfers somewhere after this year and I'm not going to say I don't want her to go to Towson so that we can be close. At the same time I want what's best for her future and ours. So many thoughts go through my head. I don't know what tomorrow will bring so why am I not spending right now with the one I love? I keep telling myself to have a little patience and faith and it will all work out. That's easier said than done.
Mostly I am thankful. For everything in my life. I'm thankful more than anything to have the friends and family that I do. Thankful for a decent job and to at a good school. I am so thankful to have Elsa in my life I don't know what I'd do with out her. God is good.
It's a beautiful winter day outside.
posted by thecolvinator @ 1:52 PM
5 Comments:
i love and miss you too. and winter would be more beautiful with snow. and i want to be together when it snows so i guess it can hold out a couple more days. and i love you.
I remember the feeling. It's pretty high on the sucktometer. But just think, 10 years from now you'll be stuck with her all the time and trying to find excuses to go do something without the old ball and cha- oh, hi Elsa! Uh... I know what that title says! And I'm not even dyslexic. Oh, and apparently if you go to Texas they have a lot of snow right now. Who knew?
and by beautiful winter day you mean its cold as crap, right?
and that feeling does suck. although im more often on the end of watching the driving away. or the end where i have to sit there behaving like a proper citizen of limbo when thats not at all what i want to do. but i admire your discipline- im not sure i could make all 3 hours without turning around.
maybe if youre lucky the snow will hold out and snow you in together.
PS: i do not mean i want to be bad by i dont want to behave like a proper citizen of limbo. i just want to transfer my citizenship.
um, that picture stinks.
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