*big sigh*

Life. Why won't life just let me live life the way I want. *another sigh*. I have so much to do this coming week. On Tuesday I get up at 6:30 and volunteer for two hours and then have an oral presentation on Mozart to give to my music class. I have a whole lot of reading to do for my education class and a new song to pick out to sing for voice. Wednesday will be so fun. First, a biology exam and then lab and then a precalc exam and then work. Then I come home and cry. Poor Colvin, I don't know why he puts up with it. I have to registar for next semester soon. I have to start filling out college applications. Tomorrow I really should clean the bathroom for Mom because I have not done that in forever. She also mentioned that the microwave needed to be clean and so maybe I'll do that too just to be nice. The bright spot in my day so far was getting a letter from Colvin. It was like a month worth of letters. The first date was October 9th and the last date was November 6th. So I had a lot to read and was happy. I can't wait to talk to him tonight. See, I really am happy inside it's just all the stuff I have to do that drives me crazy. All the stuff I have to do that keeps me from the few things I want to do... I guess that's just the way of life.