Heartfelt Longing

Never take the one you love for granted.

Savor every moment you spend together.

I try both.

I'm pretty good about the first but on the second...

some how they still seem to get away to fast

and my memory makes a mess of all things...

there are so many moments I want to live again.

Colvin and I spent four whole days together and now I very literally miss him so much it hurts. Life is not fair. Life is good, great, even grand. I mean I love being in love more than I can tell you. But still life is not fair.

We had a really good time though.On Friday night we watched "Gone With The Wind". On Saterday we visited my grandparents because they are moving to AZ on the 29th. Then we watched and aweful movie that I then had to write a paper on for school. On Sunday we had morning services at Southampton and lunch and then came home and had a pretty relaxing afternoon chopping wood and playing some board games. I even got Colvin to ride our little blue dirt bike. Monday, Dad and Colvin and I spent the whole day out visiting two colleges. TCNJ is super nice like. We had a way cool lunch together at a Chinese and Japaniese restaraunt. It was a good day. Tuesday, Colvin spent all day at school with me, from 10:30 AM to 9:00 PM. He got to sit in on two out of three classes so that fun (or maybe not for him, more like extreamly boring). We watched a movie last night together too. Today he left at 8:45, the same time that I left to go to class.

I had a biology mid-term first and then a hour and half lab and then an hour and a half to study and then a pre-calc mid-term. Fun. Colvin had an exam today too. Poor him. He did not think that it was today... the ones that take you by surprise really stink.

Time to talk to Colvin and then sleep.

G'night people.