Josyorrow
The talk did not go extremely well. It fact it was an incredibly rough night. But I guess I said what I needed to say. I'm getting more excited as I think about it but really just constantly praying that I've made the right choice. I have done the best that I can and I know at the very least God knows that and so ask and trust that He will bless my labours the next to years and beyond.
I still hope someday to hear my parents say, "it's okay, do what you think is right, it'll all work out" because support from a thousand people will never replace the ever strong desire to have my parents proud of me. I was thinking how stange and yet how true it is that the people who love you the most can hurt you the most. I never doubt Mom and Dad's love for me and I never for a second stop loving them but that doesn't exactly take the hurt away either. Hopefully the saying "time heals all" will prove correct.
Anyway, though there still is that one piece missing that doesn't stop me from being happy or excited about next fall. 'Cause I am!
posted by itshouldbsummer @ 8:09 AM
2 Comments:
I'm sure they'll come around. That's just one of the things about love, sometimes you have to do the painful things to protect someone, which is at least what they think they're doing. But once you go ahead with it, they'll be right back behind you, they'll have to be, so they can try and protect you from whatever else comes down your path. They'll be there to see it all work out.
yeah. thanks.
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