A Grrrrrr Day
Educational Field Experience doesn't start for half an hour yet so I have time to make a post. At this time I have three major thoughts on my mind.
1- I hate being sick.
2- I hate stuggling to complete collage applications.
3- I hate being far away from Colvin.
It stinks that just when you think you were getting better you starting hacking up green blobs of gew from your lungs again. It stinks to have to blow your nose 20 times in the middle of lecture while sitting next to someone who now hates you and will never sit next to you again. It stinks to have a headache that makes your actual eye balls hurt. I just want to be better already.
Applications are driving me crazy. But not as crazy as the desicions I will have to make after I get answers back. Letters of recommendation are a pain. Financial aid paper work is a pain. Trying to remember the noteworthy things I have done with the past three years of my life is wearing me out. Having my mother on my back and down my throat about everything is driving me INSANE and I have no idea how to even tell her that because I know she is just trynig to do what's right and take care of me. Everyone heave a huge sigh... mothers...
I am happier than ever being a couple. I dislike all other couples. How does that work? These people in my math class are driving me crazy. How said they could be all happy and sweet and get to take the same class and sit next to each other when I can't even live in the same state as my boyfriend. I really don't know why it makes me mad, but it does. Jealousy I'm sure. Also knowing these two people from Precalc I and before they even ever talked to eachother and then thinking it was funny when they started to like eachother and flirt stupidly (they sat right in front of me) and now seeing them in Precalc II and just being all "together" and happy. I wish it didn't bother me.
Anyway, time to go. Sorry about all the hate. Tomorrow will be better I'm sure.
posted by itshouldbsummer @ 12:59 PM
2 Comments:
Aw, that sucks that you're sick. Green goo, ulck, not cool. Perhaps while your mom is down there she can shovel some out. Eyeball headaches are definitely the worst kind too. :(
Ok, this part isn't to be mean or anything, but you brought up something I feel like talking about, and cause I've been there. Jealousy = not cool. Ok, think about this: these people annoy you because they're being all happy and together. Now think about how you feel when Colvin is getting in his car and driving three hours away. Now think about having to watch those two people feel like that instead of being happy every Precalc II. You don't want that. That's sad and miserable. So instead you will be more likely to be happy that they are at least not sitting there all depressed like, rather than being annoyed.
yeah i have to say, watching depressed people is probably more annoying than watching happy people. because when youre already depressed and then you see everyone else is depressed you start to think that the whole world is depressing and then you get more depressed. so be happy theyre happy (i realize its not that simple).
as for college applications...um...im sorry. im in the same place, ive been out of school so its difficult to get the school to send my transcripts and letters of recommendation, and i havent even started on that FAFSA stuff.
and green goo is gross even to read about, im sorry you have to actually deal with it.
um....Andrew...ulck?
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