The Sky Cries For Me

This is going to be a grumpy post, so don't say I didn't warn you. If you're not in the mood for a grump stop reading now. So here goes... It's raining and all around yucky outside. Not even pretty light to watch or thunder to listen to, just wet gross rain. Rain that got in my car cause I was smart and cracked my window a whole inch and a half. So it is rain that also soaked my left leg while I drove home mangry and crying. I'm mad and sad and frustrated. My job at the YMCA that told me I would get more hours in the summer is failing and more than that, they are giving me less. They are giving the few hours I did have to someone else. While I was in school I worked 3 to 6 mon. tues. thur. and fri. with an occasional 8 hour friday if they needed because I didn't have class. Next week they gave the sub job in my room to Beth and also randomly my 3 to 6 on Friday. So last week I worked 9 hours this week and will be doing the same next week. That's barely enough money to put gas in my car let alone pay for school and any other crap I need.Can you tell I'm mad? I'll need to get another job soon and that is not something I wanted to have to deal with. I was happy. I thought I had a job. Okay so now that I got that off my chest... The financial aid forms I needed to fill out were due yesterday and by my own genuis I managed to screw that up. I deactivated my pin number and now have to wait for them to send me a new one. Watch me get no aid and no money from the half of a job I have. And watch me fail at life. Oh wait, but here is the good fortune (from a cookie) I got last Sunday sitting next to Colvin at a Chinese buffet. I believe it with all my heart. I wish nothing else existed but me and my Happiness.